ok ok time for a blog

so i have yet to write anything since i have arrived and I'm sorry but I'm getting with it.

and PS if you're looking for more pics you need to go to h or ls paged, cause the dino is taking far too long to load stuff up so it will take a while.

moving on.

so England started out rough and has gotten way better there are soo many things that have happened that were hysterical and others that have be rather irksome to say the least. we have been working on getting our focus back on God instead of forcing him to take a back seat while we attempt to drive this crazy contraption of life. today we did it and it went so smoothly. we love being in bath and canterbury was great, there were even some good things about london. thank you God for wathcing over us and leading us along even when we thought we had it under control.

1 Day

This is the last day here then off to England!!
"I feel like I’m taking crazy pills!" one moment I’m jumping around the living room soo excited then I’m crying again. I can't make it stop I need Jesus to calm my heart; this roller coaster of emotions is too much for my poor heart to handle. How is it possible for your heart to be pumping so hard with joy and excitement, while being torn in two from missing what you have yet to leave? How can I know the amazing journey God is sending us on and the fact that we will be returning yet still have trepidation and fear? If you're reading this and thinking I don't want to go, or that I am regretting this trip make no mistake; I want to go, and further more I must go to where God is calling me.


Please Pray for a Calm about me that would ease this stormy sea of emotions in side my gut
it looks something like this:




Really Sad and Crying










This is Crazy why am i feeling this way






Then Super Stoked for the trip







*this has been a dramatic re-enactment

The LIst

i made a list so i can finish up all my england errands and i finished TWO things today YES!!

i realized i'm pretty lazy so i'm going to be trying to fight this and i'll need your guy's help. ask me how i'm doing on my list, encourage me to keep working at it, and pray that i will stay focus.

eek

i can not find my passport :<



IT HAS BEEN FOUND!!! AMEN!!

the dino

*** UPDATE: it was the wrong part, so the new one is on it's way, and i'll be shipping back the old one***



well the dinosaur really needed a new battery, and it has finally arrived!
i went to 3 different places and had to follow a little map on the back of a business card in order to find one of them. only to have them all tell me the same thing, your lap top is too old, and therefore we don't have your part.
so momma san ordered it online and im good to go.


ps the guys at every place i went to admired my new design on the dino. :D

Be STILL and HEAR God, KNOW that he is with you.

last night at the beach with Pear and Square we got a chance to do something we hadn't done with each other in a really long time, pray. we talked with God about what we were thinking and what we needed and wanted out of our england trip.
we are leaveing all our comforts behind in order to pursue God. he will be sustainging us in this strange and excitingly new world. God will provide and He will keep us safe.

in response to Pears post

the world needs more love.


not the mushy kind though it's nice (like the movie last night) i mean real love like Jesus loves people, full of forgivness, mercy, gentalness, warmth, surprisingly faithful.

not always a huge loud love that professes it's self from the top of a mountain with a massive gong, but the kind that is quite and anonymous.
sweet pure love in many forms: giving, selfless acts, kind correction, providing for...


how this plays in to what my gift is i'm not sure
hang around till i find out find out