home again

so here i am up at 5:30 before the sun is even up for the 3rd day in a row. why you may ask.
1) i'm still sick so i'm sleeping a ton
2) i'm still jetlaged so my time clock is all off,
3) 1 + 2= wierd sleeping schedule for the bear.

it's so nice to be home, to sleep in my bed and to smell the smells of my home. to eat amazing food made by my momma, to see my friends from church, to hear my pastor speak, to snuggle with my momma and to catching my dad looking at me like he has never seen me before looking so grown up. i love having jo come in my room and filling me in with the high school drama and being able to just nod and understand and not try to fix it like parents do. i love seeing my dogs even though mine has tripled in size and Xena is quickly shrinking.


but i miss my room mates, i miss going down stairs to find amee and erin. i miss the vomit room with the many brain vomits held there weekly. i miss crazy dance parties to music too weird to admit we like, and boy band fest where we would just belt them out un ashamed. i miss tiffany and her whining and the magic appron. i miss hannah and her "not liking mike" talks. i miss the truly edifying talks in my room with helen and brit. i miss reading song of solomon with helena and her amazing intrpretations with canada blushing the whole time. tea parties to avoid homewrok with heather in their flat and hanging out with ramzy and isaac. i even miss chris and his out there ways.


but most of all i miss Aaron and his touch. i miss holding his hand and falling asleep on him in the garage. i miss praying with him and talking about the bible. telling him something cool i learned and asking him if he knew it yet. ( he did the guy was in his 4 semseter he was already taught it) i miss him waithing for me before church so we could walk together at exactly 10:23 and i miss comming downstiars cause some girl ran up telling me that my man was at the back door waiting for me again. i miss sitting next to him during worship hearing his beautiful voice knowing he will know every word to this song. and i miss him singing to me as we walked down the street. i even miss when he would grab me and not let go untill he was done singing his made up songs about how much he loves me.


i'm glad i'm home don't get me wrong, but there is so much i wish i could have brought back here with me.

know that these lists do not fully express themselves, there is more to each one that would take me for ever to write.

a note of love for momma bear

hey momma i am almost over being sick so that is good. sorry we couldn't talk last night, but i really needed sleep. so aaron is quite possibly thebest boyfriend in the world, i had felt sick the night before and he went out the next morning and came to our door with a gift bag. inside was a bear, and nose meds. then later when he found out my nose was hurting from the toliet paper he went out and bought special klennex. it was super cute anyways just thought i'd gush a bit

ps check out the post i put up about doing devos it's two post down