I'M IN!

So even though I thought I had given it up to God I realized I hadn't and there was still fear and doubt in my heart. It took me longer than I would have liked to let it go. but I did... finally. and then the most amazing thing happened, God was like ok, lesson learned, go to england and fill your brain with my word. Vey exciting now i need to foucs on saving more money. God will take care of me, but I need to take care of what he has given me; like the parable of talenets in Matthew.

england here we come?

waiting for my acceptance to england and i'm actualy not nervous any more. i have been for a long while which i suppose is the reason i waited soo long to finish and turn in my application. but im comming to the relization that if i'm ment to go then God's gonna take care of it. and if i'm not ment to go He's got that under control too. it's funny how the easiests of ideas are usually the ones that trip us up the worst.